Tuesday, January 20, 2009

Is Anybody Out There?

I know, it's been a long time since we shared any quality time together. You know how much I love you though, and I'm pretty sure you love me too. So let's just get on with it, shall we?

Isolation was the name of the game in 2008. Tongue-tied and too confused to put more than a couple of sentences together, my refuge has been silence. Or at least what passes as silence for most people. Silence, the beautiful sound of surrender. And that's what I've been doing for the last year. Surrendering. Not to be confused with giving up. Just turning myself over to the universe and letting it have it's way with me. Interesting how that turned out. I've contemplated all kinds of new and old ideas. I've examined my faith, in people, places and myself. I opened myself up to love, intimacy and achieved greater depths of understanding. I'm a different person today. Better, I think. But I'm ready to make the universe mine again. And thankfully my voice is coming back. I look forward to sharing it. Hopefully you are still out there listening....